The Social Illness of Social Gatherings | The Occultist within the Nook
The Social Illness of Social Gatherings
I used to be born Spiritually Formidable. If anybody was going to brag about being near God + the Truths of the universe, it was gonna be me. I discovered I had LITTLE to no competitors on this space, amongst my friends. I remained devoted and studious to my path, whereas others turned their dad and mom (at finest), reigned to mundane life. I used to be set aside as a result of I by no means misplaced my inside youngster, my magickal aspect.
As a Child Witch (Teenager) I investigated many sects of native different communities. From non secular, to magickal to down proper intercourse freaks. I sought to know others individually and as teams, inside their sure class. I studied transvestites, gender roles, vampires, serial killers, hookers, punks, skinheads & goths, stereotypes, fetishes and grotesque artwork.
Commonalities amongst these teams, all had been traumatized and programmed, past any characteristic of their genuine soul self. The freaks who expanded their thresholds weren’t increasing, however flagellating, self harming. The truth is most of those ‘social teams’had been gatherings for self hurt via one other! From Excessive Magick pick-nicks, to Vampire Masquerades, most of those ‘social teams’ had been gatherings for self hurt, on the hand of one other!
Social slander, dishonest, Shade and Dubiousness – As if every social group was a tiny type of
CRUEL INTENTIONS +
I noticed the self-discipline BDSM takes, the method, the breaking of the psyche and freezing of the center. I admired the ruthless progress I skilled from deep classes with my lovers. I skilled nice concern of males and brutality, as a consequence of bodily abuse by my ‘step father’, sister and brother. Being ‘allowed’ to discover my energy over darkness, the Fairly Hate Machine of my very own Passionately pissed off Female aspect, with a deal with the masculine- the brute, I purged my soul like Venus in Furs! Nonetheless, At some point I figured all of it out in a flash, the Ah Ha Sitari second, and I haven’t picked up a driving crop since.
In my 20’s I owned “The Occult Store” group Pagan retailer, and Priestess to the Coven of the Illuminated shadow. My total life was that Neighborhood. I knew I couldn’t be a part of an area group after my years of investigation. I used to be given a dream, telling me the right way to Buy my pals Occult Retailer, which was on the market. This was Divine Will + windfall, for lower than a month later we had been closing on the deal.
I can inform you I misplaced myself in that group. I gave MORE than I may, on a regular basis. I used to be demonized and projected upon by lesser beings. I used to be not but In Love with myself, and allowed the Vampires to feed off of me, for years.
I realized SO MUCH! And once I Renounced my Retailer, Cash, and all of the years of group constructing ~ I had an EGO DEATH.
Congrats, you’ve gotten Nothing! You received!
I had received, but what I’ve is invisible. I’m probably the most wonderful trainer I do know. If I used to be not me, I might be jealous of me, spiritually. The one issues I can’t appear to determine are Fictions like Cash + Time.
You see in BUDDHISM- we now have a WAY of BEING:
“NEVER TAKE THAT WHICH IS NOT FREELY GIVEN”
Think about making an attempt to have a MARKETING job with that observe. ~ lol
I by no means hassle purchasers to Get a session, I don’t supply many reductions, I simply make myself accessible. Materialism was by no means my factor. I’m STILL Attempting to determine the right way to BE egocentric. I severely don’t perceive the egocentric individuals.
Los Angeles group ~ Among the many UFO / New Age / & Russell Model Cults. The Neighborhood ’spherical right here is 100% MANUFACTURED and STRUCTURED. This AIN’T ORGANIC! Those that CLAIM to be College students of those ‘arts’, are Merely Fascinated Escape Artists, thrill seekers, and future con artists. The ratio of Geek to kewl individual is 100 to 1.
Say that Jogs my memory of the ONLY TIME I went to a Star Trek Conference. I used to be Embarrassed Simply to be there.
So right here I’m in right here! These EXPO’s, Con’s & Gatherings really feel the EXACT SAME WAY! This isn’t the Form of Crowd I’m down for!
You’ll have anticipated me to Cowl the SPIRITUAL DISEASES attributable to these PROFOUNDLY UNHEALTHY Gatherings? Why Trouble? The Scientific measurable proof that your drained and really feel dangerous afterwards is proof sufficient.
So What now God?
My Mission is New Media. I assume I would like extra Sources to Rock this Mission. Day after day in poverty and continual ache is quite a bit to do by itself. Kicking butt and Taking Names, whereas spending all my very own Cash- for the COMMUNITY, again- ain’t gonna final. I’ve seen who they’re now. The one approach to transfer ahead is to take over, once more, like we did in Ohio. If Russell Model ever figures out I’m his Guru, we’ll have some donations worthy of this mission. As regular I go away this as much as you. As Hermes says, my Life is all Scripted, I solely have to hold strolling ahead.
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